Almost The Time

It’s almost the time,

when I can’t stand anymore and wish to get out of your life

I’m tired , deep down, and frustrated

with all of your lies and misbehave

I cry, well you don’t have to know

I’m the hero of your life, exactly I’m not

I give up, well you don’t have to understand

all that you’ve got, I’m the tough one

this just you don’t really know me

I’m weak..

trapped into my valley and keep my pain in silence,

three years was full of sacrifice,

it’s enough for me to get off

I’m give up…

as you expected..

you said I’m a great person..

well, you never saw my frightened  above own shadow,

you thought I’m strong and ready to die for,

that you can’t read me when I was smile in fake

I pretend, indeed…

I was pretend and act so well…

I thought you will know since you claim understand me

but it’s false..,

false… false and false…

to be with you was my biggest mistake then!

and it’s almost the time

for me to give  it up and show my white flag

end of my journey..

end of my fight…

end of my sacrifice…

end of my dedication…

my salvation bag is ready to go…

*Princess Kaurvaki