Say Everything Worst about Me!

Say everything worst about me!

I just thought this is my ending :

never found what I’m searching found,

never succeed for each throw I did,

never achieve for each dream I wish,

never accept what I should deserve about,

never reach what I’ve been giving up

Say everything worst about me,

then  you able to give me such as labels :

I’m the most miserable girl ever!

I’m the most selfish person!

I’m the most unlucky!

I’m the worst dress in your party!

I’m the number one in your most hate list!

and the last name in your friend remembering list!

Say everything worst about me!

and you can blame me for too much kind mistakes of mine :

leave my great family for another fu*ck one,

escape from home since I couldn’t hold this pressure,

said thousand lies to make me feel alive

pretend to be noisy to make me seems better in front of public,

stole your money to fulfill my lifestyle,

burnt your faith many times and lost no guilty,

wish could turn back time, but knowing it’s impossible

Say everything worst about me,

then you could laugh…

then you couldsmile,

then you could satisfied,

then you have too much reason could not explain…

to kick me out,

and forgot my fight!

Say everything worst about me,

then I can cry,

then I get frustrated

then I go mad

then I shout out!

then I’m getting tired

then I’m suck

then I complaint,

then I get stuck

then… lost my voices!

just feel too much hurt

carry this burdened alone

with noone’s care..

and nobody’s understood

Say everything worst about me,

It’s not make sense anymore!

I could not remove my traces

I could not push my back to this stream

I lost my choices..

It’ s tearing me apart,

 to stand with this fake smile

Say everything worst about me,

say it!

just say it!

This passion is already done and over!


( Princess Kaurvaki )