I’m Afraid if I…..

I'm afraid if I..

could not walk as strong as I were..

could not go everywhere as free as the bird,

I'm afraid if I..

lost my freedom and stop to moved

I'm afraid if I…

just stay at home  with thousand task never been end,

I'm afraid losing my time to..

declare anything I used to

I'm afraid if I…

at the sudden could not figure it out,

losing my confidence to decide

dissapear my independence to alive,

and must sacrifice more and more

I'm afraid if I…

living this worry for the whole of my lifetime,

could not hear my little brother raises his voices,

could not see people whom I were around when I open my eyes,

but they're live in my memories forever

I'm afraid if I…

could not touch you in my second of time

have no shame to miss you…

but no words could explain how much I miss u each my heart beat

I wish I could come back…

but now everything seems so impossible,

and this future needs to be handle

but I'm afraid if I…

lost my passion then just be another maid

starting live this scare now,

my principle is shaken!

I'm under controll now!

losing my sinergy at all

( dedicated for myself, my best friend, my family and people where I grew up.

I’m on two way, I’m afraid to lose you all. I miss you all right in this street, and If I could choose I wish I could fight for you. 

No single word could explain this feeling, but surely I love you so much! 

I’m most selfish person in this world )

~ Princess Kaurvaki